I just thought I should try blogging, just to air out my thoughts and kinda clear my head...I think it would be therapeutic even though it's not like I have any problems. I am truly grateful to God for my life right now...I'm quite random so yeah i'm really gonna be posting up random stuff..I'm listening to Boys II men, 4 seasons of loneliness right now...i really love the song..i kinda prefer boys II men back in d days, u know enda of the road, i'll make love you, on bended knee...they were the ish and then they just kinda lost it but i still love them though...I also love robin thicke, lovely sultry voice...the man's just truly amazing, kinda reminds me of justin timberlake though (not in a bad way)....hmmmn didnt do much today..went to visit my sister and cousin, just talked generally about stuff...i think i wanna have a baby, a baby girl 2 be specific but dang i need 2 be married, damn society and its principles...well i guess in some societies, it socially acceptable to have a baby without gettin married but in mine it's absolutely TABOO, i mean taboo with a big fat ass T...i mean my child would always be labelled as that bastard child, and would be taunted in school(kids can be soo mean)..the child would probably have problems in the future when she wants 2 get married cos it would be the case where families would not want to accept her into theirs(she's a bastard and blah blah blah)....
If I could my MR RIGHT(would blog about that sometime) then i probably would wanna do the whole marriage ish and have lovely kids but yeah men hmmmmn they can truly fuck you up...i mean it's a 'man's world' so they feel they can do woteva they please (well not all ofcourse but most)...But right now it seems like i have lost a lot of hope in finding MR RIGHT and keep on settling...my MR RIGHT is not even all perfect but i still can't find him..i guess some things can only be attained in heaven...
OK i guess i have babbled and digressed enough times...i'm out..
